Friday, February 10, 2012
ipromisetowrite: This little angel is 4 weeks today. He is sleeping on my chest and I am quietly crying. I just made an appointment for a CT scan of his lungs and consultation with the pediatric surgeon. It’s a month away. He will have to be sedated. My little man, with an IV in, sedated and scanned while I sit helplessly in a cold waiting room. Fuck. Until then I will put it out of my mind and snuggle him and pretend that he is 100% healthy. I will thank God that he can breathe normally so far and that he is alive and I will cherish the feel of his soft breath on my neck. And I will thank God that he is ours. _________ I love my children. I can’t help feeling that my destiny in this world is to be mother and a wife. This is the best job in the world. My heart is full. This is my godson, William. When he (Liz) asked me to be his godmother today, I cried genuine tears of happiness. We knew early on he might have a rough road ahead of him. He’s may only be 4 weeks old but he’s a fighter. I’m so excited to be an important part of his life. He’s going to kick ass in the hospital next month, because that’s what me and my godson do. We kick ass at hospitals. So much love.

ipromisetowrite:

This little angel is 4 weeks today. He is sleeping on my chest and I am quietly crying. I just made an appointment for a CT scan of his lungs and consultation with the pediatric surgeon. It’s a month away. He will have to be sedated. My little man, with an IV in, sedated and scanned while I sit helplessly in a cold waiting room.

Fuck.

Until then I will put it out of my mind and snuggle him and pretend that he is 100% healthy. I will thank God that he can breathe normally so far and that he is alive and I will cherish the feel of his soft breath on my neck. And I will thank God that he is ours.
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I love my children. I can’t help feeling that my destiny in this world is to be mother and a wife. This is the best job in the world. My heart is full.

This is my godson, William. When he (Liz) asked me to be his godmother today, I cried genuine tears of happiness.

We knew early on he might have a rough road ahead of him. He’s may only be 4 weeks old but he’s a fighter. I’m so excited to be an important part of his life.

He’s going to kick ass in the hospital next month, because that’s what me and my godson do. We kick ass at hospitals.

So much love.

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  1. kellybergin reblogged this from ipromisetowrite and added:
    godson, William. When he (Liz) asked me to be his godmother today,...cried genuine tears...
  2. abecomingmotherhood said: Oh I can’t imagine. I will be praying for you guys! Huge hugs!!!
  3. thesahmmy said: you are amazing. awesome. hugs.
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