March 2012
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Had a dream I was exchanging text messages with...
Yo, kids.
Best dream ever.
February 2012
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The song is Ian Britt’s Shape of Us but it...
“When one’s in their 20s, I think one still feels that one can be destroyed by...”
– Writer Nick Flynn was working in a homeless shelter in his 20s when his father – an alcoholic and self-proclaimed writer who left when Flynn was a baby – showed up as a client. His story is now a movie called Being Flynn, starring Paul Dano and Robert De Niro. (via nprfreshair)
I fucking LOVE Nick...
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“Bill Murray is a drug-addicted spousal abuser and serial adulterer who has...”
– The Smoking Gun
Murray never denied the allegations and agreed to a quick divorce settlement. She has custody of all four children. He hangs out at Williamsburg house parties.
(via fatmanatee)
We hear about Chris Brown (rightfully so) all the time but a white, male comedian’s acts go...
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This was my favorite birthday in a long time.
Thank you to everyone who has made this day special,
who has loved me when
I haven’t been very lovable
and who has held me
close.
Thank you for sticking with me.
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Anonymous asked: What r u doin for Valentine's Day?
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Paul Simon, Hearts and Bones
this is how i love...
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““They depended on each other, and it was so natural for Bobbi Kristina to...”
– This poor kid is living my worst nightmare.
I’ve seen a lot of tweets/posts about how it was a shame no one could save her, or do anything to help her. But the thing about addicts is that they will not change until they want to. Until they are ready and willing to get help, nothing can be...
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…do you believe in always, the wind said to the rain I am too busy with my flowers to believe, the rain answered
-you said Is, e.e. cummings
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On Los Angeles
My dad: Wow...
Me: What?
My dad: You sound happy out there.
Me: I think I am.
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In Which I Drive
I bought a new old car!
I left the dealership last night with the title in hand (I think that’s what this paper is, I don’t know, there’s so many, oh my God, I’m such a woman!). Pacific Auto Group, with their tagline of: “no credit because you maxed out an American Eagle card in college? no problems!” seemed to have served me well. I think I got a good deal because in only 36 months, Eusebio...
GUYS I BOUGHT A CAR AND ALREADY HIT TWO THINGS!
Watch out, LA.
“Warby Parker’s choice to bequeath each pair with an attractive name signals that...”
– Sarah Handelman on the Named garment (via warbyparker)
It’s true. I was asked to help think of boy names for a soon to be disclosed family member’s baby, and I immediately turned to Warby Parker.
That kid is going to be one stylin’ preppie.
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That moment you realize you just played a word in Words with Friends with your editor, after asking for a 2nd extension.
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“This is what we demand of our superstars: Playing their best on the biggest...”
– Eli Manning, Destroyer of Worlds
(Tagged under: football quotes that make me cry, PMS, I enjoy his doofy face, I once met him at an Aziz Ansari show)
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In 2008, I had just come out of the hospital for...
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morphine, 1 am.
The thing about morphine is that only the first rush feels good. The nurse inserts the needle straight into your IV line and that first flush–that first flush!–feels like something new.
It feels like change. The warmth the drug brings spreads its way throughout the entire body. The toes, the tips of the fingertips are deluded, but it is momentary relief, a roar of sudden relief.
My head...
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Pros/cons of going to the hospital (yes, this is...
Pros:
1) Instant rehydration + possible hunger relief (I haven’t eaten/drank/talked since Monday)
2) Morphine! I UNDERSTAND YOU, HEROIN ADDICTS!
3) Attention (duh.)
4) Gifts (duh.)
Cons:
1) I always get admitted, due to my colorful medical history.
2) Being paired with an old roommate who yells at me for wearing V-neck t-shirts and booty boxers and calls me a slut, just like last time...
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3:00, los angeles
this pain is spread out across the movements that i make, as i shake from the hard edges of its existence, as i move my arms and feet in tandem, desperate to feel something else.
later i will punch the strong walls that built this castle i reside in, some 3,000 miles away from the comfort of my hospital, my NYU, where the doctors know what to do. where they recognize my face, and they smile,...
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